Last night I dreamt that people kept asking me how far along I was and implying that I was pregnant evantually I wondered if I could be and I took one of those tests that tells you how far along you are. it said 4 months, so I told my husband and he was very unhappy and accused me of cheating reminding me he had a vasectomy, I reminded him that he had not been to the doctor to have it confirmed it had worked and that I have been nothing but faithful. it was a pretty intense dream. I woke up thinking I have to tell my mom I'm 4 months pregnant then I realized no I don't, it was only a dream!
I'm hoping this dream symbolizes new beginnings because we have been viewing property to rent. yesterday the one we viewed was too small but we have a viewing today and we walked around the outside of the property yesterday for a quick nosey and without even seeing the inside I'm already in love with it. I am probably setting myself up for disappointment but I hope this is the one. Okay, I'll be honest It's pretty shabby looking, there isn't even double glazing or anything, but I can actually see the potential in it, and I've never been able to see the potential in anything before! there is lots of space for the kids to play outside and a park near by! There I go getting all excited again!
even if this isn't the one, hopefully we will find it soon because I can't stand living where I am anymore and I'm looking forward to new beginnings.
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